Thank you, Sorry, Good job

What I need to have

My basic abilities in order to do something. We call it a specification.

Something that represents my abilities Sometimes I am judged by my so-called specs without meeting the person I aminstead of who I am as a person.

That’s why I try to do a lot of things to package myself for these things

I spend a lot of time and effort on these things.

For things I don’t have…

But there are also things I shouldn’t do.

Affectionate expressions… I’m not enough.

I’m more affectionate and gentle than anyone else around me.

But when it comes to my so-called family, people who are like family.

I am hurting some people with my cold and objective words rather than my affectionate expressions.

My thoughts and words may be out of sync, and they may be sincere.

but that’s not what he wants to hearSometimes it’s false, sometimes it’s wrong

A lie for me rather than an objective assessment

I’m more eager for warm words

He is objective and honest without knowing that Even today, I feel like I hurt him

Because he’s a person who won’t leave even if I hurt him, or because he’s a convenient man…

Am I not aware of it?

Afterwards, I regret and apologise, and time goes by again without a care.

Then will it become nothing again? The closer you are, the more careful and sparing you should be. I don’t know why these things are so difficult for me

Are the specifications I’ve been striving for just my false efforts to show off?

I recognise the problem with my dialogue in the area of my personality.

but I don’t try to change it I wonder if I’m just trying to make up for one deficiency by going round and round trying to make up for another.

Are we too honest or too blunt with our emotions? or too indifferent or too blunt.

Sorry comes later and the time is always past.

What is important to me, what can’t be missed?

I watched a drama called My Uncle again today. The thing that made me feel the warmest in my life, no matter how insignificant.

was the warm words and attention

I want to be happy I wonder if it all starts and ends with someone’s attention, love, recognition

I think it starts and ends with warm care and attention.

Cold words, indifferent looks

It’s time to practice changing yourself by copying the dialogue.

Beginnings are always hard, but if I’m hurting someone.

it’s not about starting something difficult.

It’s just something you have to do.

If I’m not going to distance myself from everyone.

If I’m not going to distance myself from everybody.

I have to change.

I’m still a person with many shortcomings.

And that means you have a lot of work to do.

A lot to do means that your life will never be boring.

It means that your life will be meaningful.

I have to look back at myself

and change my incomplete self into a better human being.

Gaining knowledge, taking care of your health, it’s all important.

But

but for now, let’s take a look at our surroundings, look at the words we use, the sentences we write.

and try to speak in a more contextualised way.

The first thing I’m going to say today or tomorrow is.

It’s so obvious, so commonplace, but I feel like it’s needed more than ever.

It’s obvious, but if you really think about how much you actually say these things.

it’s not much.